Friday, 24 October, 2008

What happen to me?

What happen to me?
I am feeling lonely and sad now….
What happen to me?
Today I saw something that actually should make me sad.
But I smile and laugh with my friends when I saw it.
It doesn’t matter me, I am happy with that….
Then why….
Now I feel my heart so sad….
What happen to me?
Is that because what I saw just now?
I thought all over…
I am happy with that, with sincerely….
Just… what bother me now??? Please tell me, what is on my mind, why I feeling so sad now?
I want to cry, but I don’t have tears to cry because I have no reason to cry.

I keep listening the same songs…
Believe…
One love….

Although they are Korean song, but I feel that those songs are the best to comfort me now…….
What happen to me?
Is that true I still couldn’t let it go?
No, that is impossible…………………………………….
Please tell me the reason…………..



8 comments:

  1. Hmm.. nek, I think it's a common feeling tat will we get when we really wan to forget our feeling to someone who we like for quite a long time. I had tis feeling too last time.

    Maybe we still feel a bit hard n sad coz he already stayed on our heart for a certain of time. N now we need to pull him out n forget about him.. It's hard I know, but juz take it as our nice moment.. Luv someone is a happy thing.. since we can luv someone, it means tat we hav hearts n we wan to open our hearts for them to go in. But, if they r not interesting to go in, then it means they r not the rite n lucky ppl who can get our luv. However, we can't get down n close our hearts, coz there are still a lot of ppl who wan us to giv them luv. Juz wait until the time comes, k??

    N to be honest, my feeling now is not really good too. I oso can't describe my feeling. Juz feel tat there is sth wrong wit me n my heart. N same as u, I keep listening to the same songs too. *For my Luv n Believe
    Hahaha so funny rite? we r in the same room, our feeling is same n we r doing the same things too. =P

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  2. Thanks so much,

    Maybe I did not realize that he means a lot to me, or maybe I keep this for too long time already. That is why I feel this sad now.
    Hm, I feel much better now….
    Well… u are feeling not good as well??? Don’t tell me our room got a kind of virus that make people sad and feel down without any reasons… LOL…
    Tonight let’s be sad together and tomorrow we should start a new day with smile and happy. OK? =)

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  3. mayb cos it had been inside u for too long...u will let it go whn de time goes by...sumone still said not sad lagi...u wan to kena "batu" already...no hurry to get a replacement for the previous one...de rite one will come whn de time is here

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  4. haha my dear ah... now reli not sad lagi lo. no no, cant find any replacement now. too busy with assignments T_T no need replacement, i got my piggy dear oledi. LOL

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  5. tuing tuing tuing.. if thats the case,i think i have the same virus!! hahaha did u guys infected me wif some kind of virus? or did i? LOL anyway, san.. dont worry be happy :D live ur life to the max, its okay to be sad and i know this must be really hard for u but then, to think bout again these kind of stuffs make us become tougher, more mature, etc.. let the time answer all of those questions :)

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  6. wah, tha, u infected the same virus?? hehe...
    actually I am totally ok after have support from u guys... :) now i very happy with my life and i am happy for him as well... its true!

    yea u r rite, same advice for u too... be happy always :) dun think too much also hehe... din c u for this few days, miss u T_T

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  7. wakakakaka susann darlinggg, guess what im listening to way for love when i visit ur blog and the background song for the blog is also way for love wakakakaka. hehehe..

    hihi darl lets catch up after the exam okay, lets walk back home together after that, im pretty much stressed up wif all of this project manager non-sense T_T i be u must be stressed out too wif a lot those coding. hihi
    yeap, be happy!! ;) at least we can try to be happy :D im happy if ure happy too :) wkwkwk i think i said too many 'happy' anyway, sound like im getting hyper now, cya on monday cucan.. miss ya lots too :(

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  8. hehe, then it means, there is a way for love... haha :D

    yea now my head full of javascript and php... but i do enjoy this subject. i believe u will love this subject too :) well, u WILL. hehe, u know why? u know, i know. there can be some reason to find excuse... hehe

    i do miss u very much T____T
    so, c ya tomorrow... :) i cant wait to finish exam and talk with u... hehe

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